constipation of 2023
This is only a summary or maybe even the summary of a mere part of how I felt in 2023, especially during the last 5-6 months.
For the longest time, I have never been able to belong anywhere. I feel extremely exposed, and I feel as if there is no future. I don't think there is anyone else left that I could become. Me and my chances have been exhausted.
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Bir süredir asla ait olamıyorum bir yerlere. Fazlasıyla açıkta kalmış hissediyorum kendimi, yol kalmamış gibi. Olabileceğim kimse de kalmadı sanki. Tükendik, şanslarım ve ben.
